If ever there were a time that I wished I could see the future to know how this turns out...now would be it. One day, I have a plan, I have made a decision, and I am ready to make changes...then the next day happens and we are back at square one.
This shouldn't be a difficult decision. I am a mommy before all else. There is nowhere I would rather be than with my children. I don't have affordable childcare, and it doesn't make sense for me to work at the rates I would have to be paying. But I have worked since I was 16 years old....not only that, but I have worked for the same company that entire span. Giving up the financial stability that comes with me working, giving up the security of a long term position within a stable company, giving up nearly 13 years tenure with 4 weeks vacation time....its a choice that cannot be undone....its a chance....and I have never been very good at those.
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